Sunday, August 7, 2011

Time Flies

One year ago this week an unsuspecting doctor told me I was pregnant with Baby J.

That was quite a day...

I was sick as a dog and finally decided I needed to go to a walk-in clinic after throwing up 30 times before noon. So, off I went.

After having a 15 minute convo with the Doc about my PCOS and inability to get pregnant she decided to run a pregnancy test anyway.  Two minutes later she came in and told me I was having a baby. I couldn't believe it. In fact, for several minutes I asked if she was serious. She probably hated me. Because then? I burst into tears and began rambling about the many reasons why I wasn't ready.

That poor doctor listened to me cry for five fifteen minutes.

I may not have been ready then, but now? Now that we are four months into mommyhood I know I wouldn't give it back for anything. As I sit here bouncing my little man in his chair his kind eyes remind me of his dad and his sweet smile melts my heart every single day.

One year ago I thought my world was over because I was pregnant before my planned time frame and now I feel like no amount of time could prepare me for the magnificence that is motherhood.

Thanks for changing my world Baby J, it's more beautiful now that you're in it.

6 comments:

  1. Oooo this story makes me smile!!! ;0)

    We have been TTC for 9 months now ... one chemical pregnancy and still no luck, we are hoping that our good news comes soon.

    In the meantime, I so love the optimistic stories of success of others!! & your baby is adorable!!! A true blessing!!

    stopping by from the Say Hi Sunday blog hop today & new follower! hope to see you stop by and visit as well :0) www.blenifer.com - Have a great weekend!!

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  3. This post made me tear up! How sweet!

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  4. Stopping by from the Say Hi Sunday blog hop! Your baby boy is so precious. I am due with my first next month and this post gets me even more excited!

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  5. Such a beautiful boy. :) Also, I don't think anyone is really ready when they get their BFP!

    New follower here via Say Hi blog hop. The Random Mommy Blog

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    Enjoy your day. <3

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